'I see you, I know you, You are the Lord my God,' I said. I was so struck by His face; by the recognition of Him in the mask of skin that covered the bones of His skull. In a shivering instant I recovered the exact feeling of when I'd glimpsed His countenance in the light, and I saw now the same expression in this human face. I went down on my knees. 'You are my God,' I said.
'I know that now, Lucifer, but you understand that I allowed myself to be submerged in the flesh utterly, to forget it, so that I could know what it means, as you said, to be human, and what humans suffer, and what they fear and what they long for, and what they are capable of doing and learning either here or above. I did what you told me to do, and I did it better than you ever did it, Lucifer, or Azrael ever did it, I did it as God must do it, to the very extremity!'
'Lord, I can scarcely bear the sight of you suffering,' I said quickly, unable to rip my eyes off Him and yet dreaming of water and food for Him. 'Let me wipe the sweat from you. Let me get you water. Let me take you to it in an angelic instant. Let me comfort you and wash you and clothe you in a finery fit for God on earth.'
'No,' He said. 'In those days I thought myself mad, when I could scarce remember I was God, when I knew I had yielded my omniscience deliberately in order to suffer and to know limitations, you might have persuaded me that that was the path. I might have seized upon your offer. yes, make me a King. Let that be my way of revealing myself to them. But not now. I know Who I am and What I am, and I know What Will Happen. And you are right, Lucifer, there are souls in Sheol ready for Heaven and I myself will lead them there. I have learnt what you tempted me to learn.'
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'I know that now, Lucifer, but you understand that I allowed myself to be submerged in the flesh utterly, to forget it, so that I could know what it means, as you said, to be human, and what humans suffer, and what they fear and what they long for, and what they are capable of doing and learning either here or above. I did what you told me to do, and I did it better than you ever did it, Lucifer, or Azrael ever did it, I did it as God must do it, to the very extremity!'
'Lord, I can scarcely bear the sight of you suffering,' I said quickly, unable to rip my eyes off Him and yet dreaming of water and food for Him. 'Let me wipe the sweat from you. Let me get you water. Let me take you to it in an angelic instant. Let me comfort you and wash you and clothe you in a finery fit for God on earth.'
'No,' He said. 'In those days I thought myself mad, when I could scarce remember I was God, when I knew I had yielded my omniscience deliberately in order to suffer and to know limitations, you might have persuaded me that that was the path. I might have seized upon your offer. yes, make me a King. Let that be my way of revealing myself to them. But not now. I know Who I am and What I am, and I know What Will Happen. And you are right, Lucifer, there are souls in Sheol ready for Heaven and I myself will lead them there. I have learnt what you tempted me to learn.'