closed ♔ fallen saints and fallen stars

[behindcloseddoors]

 ♬ keep on wanting - the fray

WHO || Myri & Spike [closed]
WHAT || Myri share her discovery with Spike
WHERE || London, England
WHEN || mid-april, after dis
HOW || Actionspam

[Myri asks Spike to come with her, and they check out a car, which she lets him drive, directing him to take them towards London. As they ride, she studies him in the darkness, before finally saying:]   I... meant to ask as well, how you were feeling. I heard people talking about what happened.

 

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[witchwoman]

...And if they don't? [She's been better about being strong around Eebo- or trying to be, not saying aloud the things that she fears. But she can't lie to Spike. And all she can think about is how she might die in this place.]

[bigbad]

They will. Haven't you met Buffy? [He gives her a smile.] She'll find us.

[witchwoman]

[She manages the smallest of smiles.]

I've missed you so much.

[bigbad]

[That's what he wanted to see. He smiles back at her. In a twisted way, he's almost glad he got kidnapped. At least Myri's not all alone now.] And it doesn't matter how much they torture me. I'm bloody dead. You won't feel it.

[witchwoman]

That's not what I'm worried about. [She says, her voice dropping as she thinks about it.] My magic- it... it hurts you. They could force me-

[bigbad]

Don't worry about hurting me. [He gives her a soft look.] I know you never would if you could help it. And if they wanted me dead, they'd have killed me already. I can put up with a little pain, love. And it won't be your fault. Remember that. It isn't you, it's them.

[witchwoman]

[She can't stop from crying a little, just a little. She's so tired and seeing him has brought up all the emotions she's tried so hard to keep locked up.]

I just want to go home...

[bigbad]

You will. I promise that much. [Whether he'll make it out with her or die in the process remains to be seen, but Spike will get her out.]

[witchwoman]

If I had just stayed... None of this would have happened.

[bigbad]

Maybe. Or maybe they'd have taken Vi or Elena or Finnick instead. I'd be surprised he didn't go for Elena, but... well, I'm pretty sure he's got a crush on her or something. [IT'S WEIRD AND CREEPY AND THERE IS DEFINITELY TIME FOR GOSSIP NOW.] You were unlucky. Doesn't mean they wouldn't have found a way in without you.

[witchwoman]

[She shakes her head]

I think they wanted me. Something about Nadia. I'm not sure.

[bigbad]

Then they'd have found a way to get you. We can't watch you 24-7, and you wouldn't want us to. This isn't on you.

[witchwoman]

[Nodding, she tries to calm down.]

The others? They're alright?

[bigbad]

Yeah. We're all back at the castle now. It's a bit weird. Like a vacation. [A beat.] Or, and Des likes blokes now. He's got some sort of boyfriend back in New York. Starting to think Kat might like a bloke too.

[Which is even more surprising, to be honest.]

It's a bit hard to tell, but no one's that much of an arse to a guy unless they've got feelings for 'em.

[Spike's love life, explained in one sentence.]

[witchwoman]

Fred. [Myri says, recalling a conversation.] Kat, I mean. She told me about them, about what happened.

[As for Des, myri doesn't quite know what to make of that. She's never encountered this situation before.]

Des...is he- Does he seem happy? [Because that's what matters.]

[bigbad]

I knew there was something there!

[He considers.] Des never seems happy. But apparently they were all but undressing each other on the dance floor at the club in New York.

[witchwoman]

And.... Finnick? [not at all a subtle change of topic.]

[bigbad]

He's all right. Misses you, of course.

[Actually, Spike hasn't spent much time with Finnick. But he doubts saying "He's probably still drinking all the time, the lout" will help anything, and he's sure what he's saying is true.] He was giving out swimming lessons a bit ago.

[witchwoman]

Oh, that's... [itt sort of hits her all at once just how well this doppelgänger could mimic her. She can't blame any of them for being fooled. The way it had lured her with Finnick's form had been perfect- too good to be true, really.]

I'm glad everyone seems to be settling in. [And she really is. She doesn't want any of them to experience discomfort or know that anything is wrong at all, really. She doesn't want any of them endangered. Having Spike here makes that more complicated since she DOES want to see him saved.]

[bigbad]

Well, it won't last. Wanker's got to slip up sooner or later. And when he does, they'll find us.

[witchwoman]

And if that's exactly what they're hoping for? Did you suspect at all when they captured you while wearing my face? What if they want to pick us off, one by one to bring us here.

[bigbad]

Myri... Myri, love, you can't... don't fret too much about the what-if's. Besides, sounds like they're more interested in information than bodies. [Which is... great... when people trust Spike and Myri both so much. For once, he's grateful that the team keeps so many secrets from each other.]

[witchwoman]

[She tries to take a few calming breaths, holding onto his words and the fact that he's here which is so hard for her to think of as a good thing, but it does help. She feels terrible for feeling relieved to have him trapped with her.]

How long? How long have I been here, Spike?

[The days run together. They don't let her sleep much and what sleep she gets is fitful. It's felt like eternity, truly.]

[bigbad]

[He looks over at her and swallows, expression filled with pain.]

When did they take you?

[witchwoman]

At the airport. I never made the flight.

[As if that is somehow important. She's pretty traumatized over here.]

Finnick- they knew I couldn't say no. It looked him him and he said... [She shakes her head, trying not to think of that day, how the doppleganger had said everything she ever dreamed the real Finnick might have, but it had all been a trick and a lie while the real one let her go.]

They told me what I needed to hear.